Old
Orchard Beach Adult Ed Class - October 19, 2005
We
are here. This is a group that is both
intrigued and yet, not sure. We like
people like you. We find that the more
people like you that we can speak to in a way that will touch your hearts, the
more likely you are to open those hearts for the energy that is there for
you. Please understand that what we are
when we come in in this way is simply a portion of who you are, simply a piece
of who you are, simply another part of you that perhaps you have been shut off
from.
The
energy that we offer you will be on several levels this evening. We wish you to leave here with, we will say
to all of you who doubt, we wish you leave here with some type of proof of the
fact that we are here. We can do that on an energetic level for that is the
easiest way to be in touch with you.
But some of you will not believe what you feel. Therefore, we will offer on a second level,
which will be the level of once you are gone from here, you will become aware
in your dreams of something that has shifted.
Then the third thing that we will say to you to become aware of is that
if it does not come through your dreams or it cannot come through your
feelings, we will tell you that you will be – the word ‘disturbed’ carries too
many dangerous definitions with it – but we will say that you will be disturbed
by thoughts that you do not seem to be able to stop thinking of. Not necessarily negative thoughts, nor would
they be thoughts that are dangerous thoughts, just simply things that you
cannot seem to get out of your head.
Like that tune that plays and does not leave you! The reason we say this is because we will
work with you until you get it.
We
have found that sometimes we have to come back again and again and again with
the same message before people understand what it is we are here to show you,
to teach you, to assist you with. What
that is, is the word ascension which many of you have difficulty with. You have it attached to religious beliefs and
not really the understanding of what it truly is.
If
all of you could see yourselves as the molecular creatures that you are, if all
of you could recognize that you exist on more than one plane of existence, if
all of you would become more aware of the fact that you simply know things but
do not know how you know things, then you would understand the message we are
bringing you. We are bringing you the
message that is saying these different layers are coming closer and closer
together, and as they come closer and closer together, you will be more
knowledgeable of self.
It
is about self we wish to speak tonight, and on that note, for you to recognize
what that really means. It means that
the questions you have about self are perfectly good questions no matter how
they may sound. The concept you have of
self is a perfectly good concept of self no matter how it may not make sense to
you on your 3D level. It is the self that
you will all be working with. It is the, we will say, the center core of your
being that needs to be reinforced and loved and embraced so that you can
comprehend who you truly are and recognize that your are not separate but,
rather, you are part of the whole. Part
of the whole, the entire whole, is you.
This means that you exist in more than one dimension. This means that you exist in more ways than
you have allowed yourself to believe in your own existence.
We
realize that some of these thoughts are, perhaps, what many of you would call
‘out there’ but we are also out there, so it does not matter to us much. We will also say to you that each and every
one of you in this room is an empowered being.
Each and every one of you in this room has a great deal of self power
that you do not utilize, that you do not truly understand. The main reason we can say all of this to
you is that you do not go into your heart and know you are worthy. Too many of you will look at what is going
on and feel a need to fix something outside of self and it is always at the
expense of self, is it not? If you are
not whole and hardy, how can you fix another and make them whole and
hardy?
We
will say to you that we see compassion growing in your country, here where we
are currently speaking (USA), and yet, at the same time, we do not see compassion
growing for self. We do not
understand. How can you have compassion
for another and not have compassion for self?
How is it you can all still wake in the morning and yell at yourselves
about something you have not yet completed or done or taken care of?
All
we wish to say to you is it is time for you to be seeing yourselves in a new
light, this light, because we deal in light, we deal with energy, we deal with
vibration, and in doing all of these things, we deal with color and sound and
all things that go with vibration. To
see yourself in this new light is to recognize your worthiness for each and
every one of you is part of All That Is.
Think of that for one moment please.
Think about what that means for you never to have been alone – not now,
not ever. Think of what it means for
you to be aware of your energy on all the different levels that it is available
to you and when you allow yourself to go out there, what that means to you as
an individual, is that you are never alone.
Sue
has been raised with comments from her mother that when she speaks to herself
she is at least talking to an intelligent person. We like that concept. We
are asking you to speak to yourselves and perhaps you might hear our voice
instead of yours. If it is disguised in
a way that you will assist you, we trust that you will listen. If it is said in such a way that you would
say it, we trust that you will understand that the message is to assist you, to
help you, to make you realize what your power is.
We
see that there are many of you here who are still wondering. We like this. We think that this is a smart way to investigate what is
happening around you. We will ask you
for just a moment to get comfortable please.
We will not do an actual meditation with you for we know that we are on
a, what you call a clock, here. We will
ask you become aware of some energy that we will be sending your way. So if you will be comfortable and uncross
your limbs – many of you tend to put your energy at cross purposes when you do
this! If all of you will find a comfort
in your bodies and take in a deep breath. . .
(MEDITATION)
Now
blow out that breath. Just let your
body relax for a moment. We are going
to ask you to picture in your mind’s eye the concept of light dancing upon
water. We are going to ask you to
breathe in that light that dances on water and allow it to fill your physical
being. When you exhale, exhale any of
the gray or stuckness that you find within your physical being. This is good.
Now,
relax your body. Allow your body to
just relax. Yes. Breathe in this light. Breathe in this light that is clearing for
you. While this light comes into your
body, we will ask that you imagine that your heart center, that very place in
your chest, is filled with pink light, beautiful, soft, pink light. When you breathe in the light, you see that
this pink light sparkles. Millions of
tiny lights sparkle within your heart center area.
With
each breath you take, and each time you take in a breath, you feel yourself
expand slightly. You feel your energy
meeting with the energy of the person next to you. Now we are going to ask you to imagine, in the center of the room
where you are all seated, is a diamond like light, very similar to what you
have been breathing in. It connects to
each and every one of you through your heart center. As you breathe this in, as you allow this energy now to enter
into your body, you can feel a vibration, a current, an electrical feeling
under you skin. Allow this to integrate
into your energetic form. This can be
calming. This can be warmth is you are
cold. This can be coolness if you are
hot. It becomes what you desire it to
be. You have that power. You have that ability.
Breathe
in the light again. Breathe in this
light. Take a moment now. Take a moment to center into the middle of
your physical self. As you sit in your
chairs, as you breathe in this light, as you see the sparkling light in front
of you, feel our presence surround you.
Feel us behind you. Feel us as
part of you. You are in control and you
have no reason to fear. We simply are
opening your sensitivities so you know when we are there. We embrace you heart to heart. We hold you dear. You are powerful. With
your power, you create your true desires. Feel us behind you supporting you in
all you choose.
Watch
the light in the center rise now up in the room, and connect with you at the
top of your heads at your crown. Know
that we are available whenever you choose to come to us. Or whenever you choose to have us come to
you. Know that we are opening this
connection for your use. You connect
simply by desire.
Feel
us with you now. Feel us in your heart
center. Know. Know without doubt we are here.
(END
MEDITATION)
You
have questions and we are willing to answer these questions when you come back
into your more conscious self. Come
back into your bodies. Allow yourself
to move. Ask your questions.
Q: Will my book be published?
We
have much news for you. The thing is,
you know this news already. You have
been very much aware that there is one thing still missing from what you have
created. Do you understand what we mean
by this? We see you do not.
We
will say this to you: You have great talent.
You have great abilities. The
only thing you are missing is your faith.
Your faith and your belief that you are deserving of this. Your faith and your belief that this is
possible. Your faith and your belief
that you are, indeed, capable of making this true. When you recognize that within yourself you will see there will
be absolutely no problem in what you call the publishing of, but we will say
that there is still one thing that needs to be tweaked in what you have
presented. With another short time
period you will understand what that is.
Once you understand what that is, it will come to you as an
“ah-hah”. It will be known within less
than 30 of your days. What we will say
in those 30 days, if you will spend the time each day, simply say: “I am
fulfilled because I am a writer”. See
how that makes you feel. You will be
amazed at the power that comes with that.
Does that information make sense to you?
Yes,
thank you.
You
are, indeed, welcome. Are there others?
Q:
What is my purpose in life?
We
love that question. It is obvious that
we have gotten that question many, many times before. We will tell you what we tell everyone. Your purpose is the purpose to live your life. Your purpose is the purpose to understand
what it is to be in joy. Your purpose
is the purpose to experiment and to reach out and to change your vibration as
you ascend and experience enough joy so that you are then overflowing and send
it to others.
Unfortunately,
on your planet, you expect the answer to be a nurse or a doctor or someone who
will heal. We are saying that is not
the case. Everyone’s purpose is to work
with self, work from the self, outward, work from the inner core to the outer
beings. Work with the concept that says
it is right and good and just for me to know these things, to do these things,
to have these things. In knowing, doing
and having I then share with others because I cannot give what I do not
have.
So
the purpose for all of you, dear children, is to recognize that you are here
for purposes of joy. Is there
sorrow? Of course there is. But that is partly because you are all so
very stubborn. You see it in yourselves
and we see it in you. We will say to
you there is no need for this except your stubbornness.
So
your purpose is whatever you choose it to be.
We are asking that you choose it to be the joy that you were put here to
have within your heart so then you can send it outward to others. Do you understand?
Yes.
Do
you think that we are cheating by not telling you what you wanted to hear? Are there other questions?
Q:
Am I on the right path?
We
would say to you your path would be much clearer to you if you would drop all
those things that you carry. You cannot
see the path you are taking for your arms are filled with responsibilities. You cannot see past your responsibilities
because the path you have chosen makes you think you need to even take on more
responsibilities. We will say to you
throw it all up in the air. We will say
to you be more like the child and simply allow yourself to skip along until you
feel like stopping instead of thinking that you have to cautiously creep a
little here and a little there. Is it
not marvelous that every path goes to the same place – the Source? All of your paths are leading to be one with
the One, for that is the goal of all, including us. So please do not see what you are doing as ‘a’ path. See what you are doing as perhaps a lark, or
a song, or a thing that you can do right now in this moment that is a fun thing
for you to do. You are still not yet
enjoying it. When you bring your
pleasure to it, when you drop all of those things you carry called
responsibility, and you can see where you are placing your feet, you will
better understand that the path we all take is the path of joy when we so
choose to go there. Does that make
sense to you?
Yes.
Then
this is good.
Q:
What do I need to do or be aware of in order to heal from childhood emotional
abandonment issues?
What
you ask of us would be something that we would need to discuss with you in
greater depth but let us say this to you now: All of you hold on to old things
you do not need with the understanding and expectation that you need them. Think about that for a moment, please. You build on foundations that no longer need
to hold your house. This is a
foundation that is old. Even though you
are coming from that point, you no longer need to see it in the way you have
chosen to see it. We realize that this
might sound convoluted in many ways.
What we will say to you is learn to throw out things that do not any
longer belong to you. Learn to get rid
of those things that no longer serve the needs of who you are. Learn to see the difference between what you
can and cannot change.
We
will tell you, we will tell all of you, you all have the power to choose how
you remember what has happened for you have the power to change your past. If you take the time and understanding of
how you can change that past, it will help you heal in the way you are asking
to heal.
You
are still asking to heal from the outside in.
You are asking to find the magic potion. You are asking to find the appropriate book. You are asking to sit in meditation and have
your epiphany come to you. We are
saying to you that is not how it will come.
It will come, rather, from your inside.
When you have no more room in your heart for your sorrows, then this
will no longer be an issue. Right now
you still choose to hold on to these sorrows for you have not been able to look
forward and replace them with joys.
You
all understand that it is love versus hate on your planet in so many ways. We are asking you to so fill with love that
the hate will no longer be an issue, to make sure that you release the hate. We will call it that for that is where it
comes from. It comes from fear. It
comes from anger. It comes from
guilt. All of those things. We are asking you to release that with the
understanding that in releasing it you can change your past. In releasing, we are not saying that you
have to have a magic wand or a scalpel and cut it out. We are saying in releasing you just need to
crowd it out and replace with things that are so much better. When you stop dwelling, when you stop giving
energy to what does not serve and start putting energy into what does serve,
all healing begins. Do you understand?
Yes.
Then
this is good. Are there other
questions?
Q:
How can I use my energy to help my daughter and grandson?
We
will say to you what we say to everyone and what we had said earlier in our
conversation, you must use your energy to work with self. You must work with your energy and in
working with your energy automatically people around you will better understand
and be better served by you working with self.
It does not belong to you, what is currently happening. It does not bode for you to be involved with
something that you did not, in any way, help create, but rather for you to show
by example. You, again, as we were
saying earlier, can fill your heart and your purpose with love and therefore
show others how to do the same. You
have too much concern in fixing things.
The days have passed since you can kiss it and make it better.
Do
you understand us? Can you accept what
we have said? We are aware of your
stubbornness which is why we asked the way we asked. We will suggest to you that you, as an example, you take a, we
will say just one week, and set an intention for that week to be the best
person you can be. Understand that in
being that, both your daughter and grandchild can better understand what will work
in them and see if that does not change something in one weeks time. It is only one weeks time. Then, perhaps, you will better understand
what we have spoken.
Are
there other questions?
Q:
Why have you been coming to me and having me channel through the talking board
and also through auto writing?
We
will say to you that trust is your issue.
It is not the trust in who we are, it is the trust in who you are. It is not the trust that we do or do not
exist. It is the trust that whether or
not you have the power to do things that you have known since you were a small
child you have the power to do. We come
to you to help you open. It is not us
we wish to work with. That is
fine. We are saying to you you will
work with no one until you trust in self.
The way you trust in self is to get past your fears that say, ‘what if
it is bad?’, ‘what if it is wrong?’, ‘what if it is does not work?’, ‘what if
people think I’m crazy?’.
Sue
has often had people think she’s crazy.
We actually think she’s crazy, also, but we like her that way. You will find also what that means to
you. In coming to you, it is because
you seek assistance and we will assist you. Rather than asking us questions
when you go to automatic writing or rather than being fearful when you open to
receive us why do you not just ask us “What can you do to assist me in opening
more?”. You will be amazed at the
energy that will flow through you. It
is the energy you are learning to harness and work with and we are there to
make sure that in harnessing and working with this you are safe. If we can be there as your “spotters” we
will call ourselves, then you can feel safe in working with other
energies. The direction you have been
going in and the direction you are most comfortable with has nothing to do with
us and everything to do with the dead.
Each of you will pick your own strengths and that is one you choose to
choose for yourself. Do you understand? Does it make sense?
Yes.
Then
perhaps next time when you sit you will see us as your spotters and see what
happens then.
Is
there more? We hear them on other
layers but we do not hear them through Sue’s ears.
If
you do not choose to ask any more questions we will say this before we leave
you. We will say that each of you in
this room have not come here by accident.
We will say that each of you in this room has a connection to each of
you in this room just as each of you has a connection to something greater. We will say that each of you is capable of
much more than you give yourself credit.
We will say that each of you is on a path since that is a word you all
seem to like, that will lead you to new information about self. We will say for those people who did not ask
their questions out loud, if you will ask your questions before bed this
evening you will get your answers. We
will say that we are available, for we like to hang around, and we like to have
experiences. Our path is similar to
yours and our purpose is similar to yours.
It is to experience. We find we
can experience much when we working in a dimension that is so different than
the dimension we are from. Unless you
have more questions, we will be leaving you this evening.
Q:
Where are you from?
A
favorite question of many. We do what
Sue likes to call the side step. We
will tell you that you cannot label where we are from. We will tell you that we are close as next
to you but we are as far away as another galaxy. We would not be what you call aliens and yet, we will say that we
are part of the Star Seed Race. So,
this will give you the puzzle to play with, perhaps, until next time when you
can speak with us again.
Thank
you.
You
are welcome, but she does not mean that!
Is there more? Then we will
leave you now.
Kris,
we are told, what is the timing that you have?
Is it necessary for us to leave or can we bring through other energy for
you?
We
have plenty of time.
Then
we will step aside and allow the Divine Feminine through as well for she has a
message for the women. It seems that it
is mostly women who are open enough to receive this kind of information. We wish you all a path of joy. And, perhaps, sooner than you think, we’ll
see you again.
Thank
you. Now she’s switching channels.
(Divine
Feminine)
Children,
it is always a delight to come in and feel the warmth and the love of the women
of your planet. It is a delight for you
all to recognize that that warmth and that feeling is the same that the planet
has for you. The love that I offer
whenever I choose to speak with you through Sue is something that you, each and
everyone one of you, can find within your heart centers. There is always a slice of me there. I am going to request of you that, we will
say in the next few months, that you look in your mirror and rather than see
those things that you wish to complain about, I will ask that you see me
there. I will ask that you recognize
the true Divine Feminine that resides within your heart, that is there for you,
to always, to always call on for comfort, for understanding and especially for
those times when things seem so out of control.
As
part of the Divine Feminine you also must recognize my part with the
Earth. I will ask all of you in regard
to that to send your energy to her as well.
I am afraid there is more turmoil to come. There is no reason to fear this.
It is no different than when each of you chooses to change an outfit or
an attitude or perhaps a habit. The
planet is changing her outfit and her attitude and in many, many ways her
habits. She is no longer going to allow
herself to be treated in the way she was before. That is what I ask of you – to no longer allow yourself to be
treated in the ways you were before. It
is important for each of you to look into your hearts and to make, what I will
call demands and expectations of your treatment. Too often, you put yourselves last. Too often you wait until you are ill before you take care of your
health. Too often you put yourself out
there for another and then you are sorely disappointed when they do not
understand what you have tried to do.
Just
as the group before me was speaking about working on the self, I’d like you all
to recognize that I am part of that self.
That I am and I do dwell within you.
In dwelling within you, I always am there for you. I have all that you need, all that you could
ever possibly need, to love self. I
just simply need you to concentrating on that and watch how it changes
things.
In
your prayers or your thoughts, however you choose to look at these things,
think of the planet as a sentient being.
Think of her as a good friend, a loving sister, a loving mother. Think of her as someone that is part of your
life in a very good way and she will think of you in the same, keeping you
safe. She will assist you in becoming
aware of what is happening. She will
assist you in understanding when changes are coming your way and things that
need to be done. If you have an
overwhelming desire to go out and, let’s say, buy a flashlight, please follow
that. She will assist you with those
changes. As those changes come to you,
there is no reason for you to be fearful.
If you call me into your heart and you see that she is there as well,
you will recognize that you are supported in even what you would consider your
dark times.
Please,
children, open your hearts. Allow me to
communicate with you. Allow me to show
you all the goodness that I see within you instead of the complaining or the
problems that you are more likely to give your attention to.
You
have all been blessed with wonderful lives whether you can see it as such or
not does not matter. You are
experiencing things that you would never experience if you had chosen a
different life. Embrace your lives,
children. Embrace the life that you are
leading and living. Embrace yourself
while living that life and see all the joy that is available to you. In being connected you can just increase
your joy by that much more in each and every day.
I
am not here for questions, but if there are some, I would be happy to answer
what I can for you. Is there
anyone?
I
don’t believe we have any questions.
Thank you for coming in today.
Then
I will leave you, please, with this thought: When you go to bed at night go
into your heart and see your family within your heart. I do not speak of the one on the physical
plane. See your family which is part of
All and All is part of you. Know that
in your heart that this is home. Your
science is finally understanding this.
It is time for you to understand this.
Be
well my children.